iyshashah

2011-03-21T21:08:00.003+08:00

I find this kinda true though. Take note kay, fb. *winks*
Okayyy, I know very random. Daaa!

Hey Mr Boyfriend, I'm loving every moment you sent me home yesterday. You know it's been awhile since you sent me home by bus. Looking at you through the window as you're crossing over while we're on the line. Those moments itself makes me elated much. I'm really missing those times, you know that fb? I yearn for those times to be more often, can? Please.

I love you very much!

Just keep dreamin.

2011-03-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

I want that G-Star jeans. I want that Zara heels. I want a matching AX t-shirt with boyfriend. I want perfumes. I want. I want. I want. And so the list goes on. -,-

Wedding bells ringing.

2011-01-19T19:42:00.003+08:00

Thinking about it, I'm feeling all so excited and nervous. Eventhough it's gonna be in four years time, insyaallah. I'm really hoping that my target would be enough for the big day. Furthermore boyfriend and me are maybe gonna do our wedding in one place, a combined wedding. Talking about wedding, I would love my wedding theme to be in white & gold with fresh flowers. A very fairy tale like wedding. I suker!

Fb, lets start saving yah. I'l see you tomorrow. Ilmyvm. <333

Checkin it out

2011-01-14T06:25:00.001+08:00

Since I rarely use my lappy these days, my blog has been mmm... somewhat an empty space. So i was just trying out this app in my iphone. Prolly it will keep me updated? Hehs.

I've still got like an hour or so to wrap up my day at work. Feeling all so shagged. Ummhmm. Till then.

Ps, am missing dearest boyfriend damn damn damn much. Xo.

Home alone.

2010-12-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

Gonna be at home alone for this four days.
So maybe, just maybe .. boyfriend's gonna drive baba's car tomorrow. So where shall we go to? Feeling kinda excited lah! :DDD

And so now, I'm waiting for boyfriend. I suker! <333

Iphone Baby.

2010-12-16T11:17:00.005+08:00

I'm now totally gleeful that my iphone is back in working condition. All thanks to youtube for giving me the guidance. LOL. I love my boyfriend very much. Random I know but I've got nothing much to update about. Alrights, gotta get myself prepared( I'm on afternoon shift actually. Hee! )

Down down down.

2010-12-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since I left this space.

Life has always been the same old routine since I started working till I've neglected myself. I've not been myself lately. Sleep, eat, work, puff. Mainly that. Sigh.

I'm very irritable right now. Wanna know why? Cause my bloody iPhone died on me. Bloody hell! How am I supposed to listen to music on the way to work? How am I supposed to keep in touch with boyfriend, family and girlfriends? Stress! This adds on to my boring daily routine!

I'm gonna puff and head to bed. Really down!

Happy fasting.

2010-08-13T20:25:00.003+08:00

So, it's been four days since fasting period started. I didn't have any problems fasting for these few days cause I was on night shift and having my day offs. Tomorrow? Yes tomorrow, I don't know whether I could survive fasting during morning shift. With the heavy workload, I get dehydrated easily and I need dush-dush definitely.

I don't mind not eating but losing two kilos starts to worry me. How can I possibly gain weight? Sighs. Whats more with the stupid wisdom tooth, and a cut in my erm, I don't know what you call it. It's giving me a hell of a time to eat. And oh please I need my dush-dush! But I haven't got any money. Must dig the piggy bank for dush-dush only I suppose. Keep yourself together Iysha, you've still got twelve pathetic more days to your pay day.

FB, we've not been in good terms recently. Am I right? I give up arguing with you. I'm too tired of any arguments with you already. How I wish you could know how I feel. Yes it's silly to be jealous without seeing to the situation. But just take a few minutes to feel what I was feeling. And know what you wanted to do was for the good, but please spare a thought for me. Please. I don't wanna be mean or harsh to you anymore. I'm sorry I spoiled your mood that day. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry for hurting your feelings. I love you very much, ABU FIRASH BIN ABDUL AZIZ. Muah! (I just feel like crying typing this out)

Gonna continue watching House, DAAA!

Twenty-one zero seven two double zero ten.

2010-07-20T00:16:00.004+08:00

Happy two years and one month anniversary!
I love you very much.

I love you.

2010-07-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

Till now you haven't returned my call. Sigh.

How I wished I could be that girlfriend you wanted me to be.
I failed. Sorry.

2010-07-12T14:32:00.004+08:00

With you,

I feel safe and sound.

I love you very much, fb.

2010-07-12T00:50:00.003+08:00

Lots of things happened, and yet I don't know what to blog about here. Heh.
It's getting boooring. (Might actually consider deleting this blog)

Anyways, I've been in a dilemma(roll eyes) for quite some time about getting an iphone. Outdated eh? But 3GS or 4G? Heard that 4G is having problems. Don't wanna waste money on a problematic phone. At the same time, I smell bonus day. It's making me very tempted to get the iphone, in this month itself! Ahhh! Yet again, I'll have to see to my budget.

Pink cigarette, if with the taste of menthol. I like!

Shall wait for boyfriend to wake up. Till then.

2010-06-23T16:34:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I feel there's no purpose or meaning to live. I feel all alone.

Feels like falling apart.

2010-06-22T22:29:00.001+08:00

I hate to see the one I love, happy with somebody.
But I surely hate it more, to see the one I love unhappy with me.

But I can assure you, i love you truly.

2010-06-20T21:22:00.002+08:00

I'm the "best-est girlfriend"?
I think not.

And a very happy two years anniversary to us!

Get well soon.

2010-06-18T03:27:00.002+08:00

Boyfriend's ill. Get well soon, my fb. I thought you'd call, I waited. But it's alright, I know you're asleep already. Ily.

Two more days to go.

20 May 2010

2010-05-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

Happy one year and eleven months anniversary, my fb.
I love you, very very very much. xoxo

Adamaya

2010-05-12T15:56:00.001+08:00

I'm on night shift which spells B O R I N G. Pretty please go by my three nights. Oh please.

I'm currently addicted to the drama, Adamaya. All thanks to the boyfriend for introducing me to this drama. So far all the dramas he introduced to me aren't boring, luckily. Hee.

The storyline is meaningful, teaches a thing or two in it. But most importantly Amani(Mia Sara) is damn adorable I tell you. To my chinese friends, too bad it's in malay and there's no subtitle.

Your love make me breath.

2010-05-08T10:54:00.005+08:00

Parachute.

2010-05-06T23:29:00.003+08:00

Day was spent first with Mira, Aisyah and Azmi at The Studio. Free make-up. Free photography. Who doesn't love it. But I wasn't really satisfied with the make-up done on me. Apart from that we had a good time there, posing here and there. Unfortunately, we couldn't get the pictures due to us not having cash. Hmph. Anyways thanks Mira, for the two plates of lontong at your place. Lol.

The boyfriend was having night off just now, so I decided to meet him. We had dinner at MacD @ Northpoint. We then headed to the arcade to play our usual Daytona, Photo Hunt and shooting game. Shiok I tell you! Afterward, we slacked around and had serious talkings/chats/discussing or whatever you can name it. It made me feel better, but sad at the same time too. I know my mistakes. Yeah. Sigh. But most importantly, I love you very much, I really do. I'm gonna miss you so much, fb.

I'm off now. Maybe wanna watch make-up tutorials. Maybe watch movie online. Maybe play online games(Photo Hunt?) Maybe. Maybe.

Toodles.

I miss you.

2010-05-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

Oh well.

2010-05-05T17:52:00.008+08:00

A week or two is gonna be a draggy week for me. What's not, not getting to meet Lurv for two weeks and I haven't got any bloody plan in mind. As usual, been busy with work. Tiresome. Stressful. Migraines. It just makes me wanna puff more and more. And since I have a hole in my pocket right now, I can only afford gulongs for myself. Hmph.

On a brighter note, it's about a months more to my leave. Mmm, shiokness! Will be spending time with Lurv, and prolly his friends. Oh, please come faster!

Fb, I'm happy with the way things are now. I'm happy with the way we are now. I'm happy that you met baba already. I'm really happy being with you. You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. No more fights aye baby. I love you very much.

Baby love.

2010-04-01T01:19:00.002+08:00

Am missing boyfriend too much already. About a weeks' more till I can meet him again. Sigh. Please come faster. On a brighter note, boyfriend is left with five more months to ORD. I suker! Right now, I just wanna snuggle up in his arms, feel his warmness, feel his breath, feel his heartbeat, feel his hugs, feel his kisses and everything about him. You know how much I love you, don't ya?

Yesterday's Outing with Yan Ting.

2010-03-13T18:33:00.005+08:00

More pictures on facebook.

Was dead bored at home, rang up Yan Ting to slack around with me. Headed to Changi Airport. Had Starbuck's, and surfed the net. Then headed to Popeye's for our dinner. And slacked around and surfed the net, again. And last stop was over to my place, for Hachiko.

I miss boyfriend badly, please ♥.

Outing with the gals.

2010-03-09T23:10:00.006+08:00

Went out with my gals, yesterday. Headed to FEP first to do window-shopping. When I window-shop and broke, there's many things that I desire for. When there's loads of cash, nothing. We then headed off to PS, to have our dinner at Manhattan Fish Market. If I knew, I would have ordered the Fish&Chips which has been my all time fave. Dammit! Trip to Bugis and movie was cancelled due to time constraint. Instead we went over to my place to have our usual stuffs, gals' talk, watching movies online, and cooked for them supper. I hope it was nice. Heh. There's always a next time for our proper movie and shopping right gals?

I just realised something, not just actually. Pictures of boyfriend and me are lacking. There's many out-of-date pictures in my phone and digi cam. Its time to snap more pictures of us. And everytime, till 9 SEPTEMBER 2010, NS will keep on stealing boyfriend away from me. Ergh! I so hate it! Just this week itself, I'm not meeting him. And only, a few days for the week after. It's really really making me bored, without him around. I just want want you to be by my side, always, forever. Sigh. I love and miss you very much, fb.

2010-03-03T17:11:00.002+08:00

The weather is intolerable - sweats and oily face. Totally hate it.

Today I caught myself smiling for no reason,
then I realized I was thinking about you.
(You just don't know how much I miss you, sigh)

Can't wait for Thursday. Tomorrow that is! Cause that's when I will get to see you, feel you, kiss you, hug you and etcetera etcetera. I just wished that we could treat each other better, sigh. I love you, very much.

And so, I was just browsing through the Yahoo news. This was what I found, "Chile quake moved Earth's axis, shortened days". Let's lay it out in simpler terms. The number of hours per day is 24-hours isn't it? Like duh, right. So it's because of the quake, the earth's axis moved, and thus, it might shorten our normal 24-hours. Weird huh?

Please come faster Thursday.

2010-03-03T00:35:00.002+08:00

2010-02-28T15:47:00.003+08:00

The more I cough, the more chest pains I get. The more chest pains I get, the more I need my dush-dush. The more dush-dush I puff on, the more lethargic I'm feeling. And etcetera, etcetera.

Boyfriend's doing his 24-hours guard duty right now. You must be very shagged I suppose, whats not with you not getting enough rest or should I say, didn't get any rest at all the day before.

Mmm. Just wanna say that I'm really grateful to be fated to live my life with you. Without you, I wouldn't be this person I am now(The one whom you love). If not by now, I would prolly still be astray out there, not realising what I was doing back then was utterly wrong. I know I've been such a bitch towards you, most of the times. And I'm truly sorry bout that. But I need you to understand me as well. Let's try to understand each other more, aye? Be it easy or hard, sweet or bitter, I'm always gonna be there for you. Trust me.

I love and miss you very much.

Alrights, I'm gonna meet my girlfriends real soon. Am totally excited. Movie. Shopping(Well, window shopping will do, for me) And slacking over at my place for our girl talks. Decent enough. See you girls soon! :)

Manis

2010-02-27T00:47:00.006+08:00

She has been a really naughty kitten, and weird lately. She has always been a weird kitten. She doesn't meow like other cats do, she doesn't like to be patted or stroked like other cats do. She's been climbing, and sitting on the curtain poles. And just today, lil sister told me that she went out of the window, with both front legs on the bamboo stick. Very weird, but I'm super worried!

Incomplete.

2010-02-24T23:30:00.003+08:00

Been busy busy busy with work. What do you expect? A day's off per week, while other hospitals hurray-hurray, getting two days off per week. Unfair much. Correction! Hospital staffs.

Lately, I've not been getting my chance to meet the boyfriend due to his camp duties, and my work. Thank god, you're only left with seven more months to ORD. Sigh. I just don't know how to lay out my feelings right now to you. I love and miss you, terribly.

Gonna meet my babygirls, on the 8th. Note that, Lurv.

Syurga Cinta

2010-02-14T21:09:00.003+08:00

Happy valentines day! I love very uber much, fb.
My all, my everything.

2010-02-11T15:14:00.000+08:00

2010-02-10T22:00:00.006+08:00

Currently waiting for the boyfriend to end his guard duty. Actually, its 10 already but he has yet to call me. Hmm. I miss you very uber much! And I definitely love you. You heard me?

You're the one I wish to dream of at night,
And you're the only person in my mind when I wake up.

Don't let go, ever!

Webcam with Adibah and Seha.

2010-02-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

Shopping ?

2010-02-08T13:26:00.006+08:00

There's a hole in my pocket! And I still got like what? 1, 2, 3... SEVENTEEN more days to this month's pay. There's quite a number of things that I have in mind, which I would love to have. But I'm tryna be thrifty here(I haven't started saving!)

Time check: 1:58Pm. Boyfriend hasn't called/messaged yet. I understand that your phone dah jahanam. I'm waiting for you to get back to me, lurv. I miss you so much! Sigh.

Kay, nenek gave me 20 bucks. Shall go out and buy food. Tummy's making noise. Teehee!

I.M.U.

2010-02-02T22:46:00.004+08:00

Baby baby.

2010-02-01T19:19:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna be without my baby

Don't wanna take a breath without my baby

Feeling-feeling Avatar.

2010-01-19T22:48:00.004+08:00

Credits: Adibah

2010-01-19T00:29:00.003+08:00

Sigh.

I MISS YOU.

I RINDU YOU.

Emo.

2010-01-14T23:59:00.006+08:00

Was browsing through Tashah's blog, and I found this kinda meaningful.

* You may not be my first, but you will be my last ever love - what I call only true love, forever.

Abandoned.

2010-01-11T18:21:00.002+08:00

Uhhh me, me blog is abandoned.

As usual, been busy with work and outings with the boyfriend. Work, stressful. Karaoke and ton with the boyfriend, I love(At least it helped me put me stress away). A note to meself and me girlfriends, I have to plan a time with me girlfriends for an outing, SOON! Its been ages since I met them. Oh, how much I missed them. :(

A short update here, I'm off to watch Wrong Turn 3: Left For Dead. Gorrrrrrreyyyy!

Blank

2009-12-30T21:42:00.003+08:00

Been on hiatus lately.
Busy. Busy. Busy. Fullstop.

Lucky me I'm on morning shift on New Years Eve, but.. lurv's not gonna be around. It doesn't make any diff whether its a new year or not, without him around. I miss you, fb. Anyways, an advanced Happy 2010 to everybody, everyone, anybody and anyone! I'm just gonna spent my New Year as a couch potato at home(I guess).
:D

And to add on, congratulations to Sezairi Sezali for being crowned the Singapore Idol 2009. Sooo bahagia! Teehee. Malay Idol? Watching Suria Channel? CRAP! Get over it people. He deserved it. He's musically talented. I like! :)))

Can't wait to spend my weekends with lurv. Friday, Saturday and Sunday! Best best best.

ILMYSM FB !!!

Insomnia?

2009-12-19T12:02:00.006+08:00

I ended up buying Nokia 5230, instead of the Nokia 6760. Loves it!

Gonna meet Umi for a lil shopping afterwards. And head out with Umi and the boys for dinner and karaoke session. Wee! But Lurv is not around *sad face*. Nevermind. On a happier note, once you're out we're gonna make-up for those times we missed each other. Ilmysm.

P/S, Eyebags. Continuous yawns. Aching body. Lack of sleep.

2009-12-18T09:21:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to get my sleep actually, but prolly cause I'm excited that keeps me all wide awake. Gonna buy a handphone, with Umi later in the afternoon. SUKER! But am still wondering whether Nokia 6760 or Nokia E72 is worth the money. Hmm.

Okays, today's gonna be my last night duty. And hoorays to sleeping and day off(I'm gonna be home alone). Oh well, Lurv's not gonna be around. Stupid NS stole him from me for one week, hmph! Nevermind, I'm gonna enjoy my time with his family.

Fullstop.

Bored Shit.

2009-12-16T15:12:00.003+08:00

Am on night duty today, it's gonna be sucha bore with uber boring staffs to work with. Oh pretty please pass by fast my three nights. Tsk.

I wonder whether I will be getting bonus or just my usual pay. Well, if I were to get my bonus(fingers crossed), I thought of getting a new handphone. I'm always using a pass-down phone. Ain't fair. Hmph!

Tadaa! Nokia 6760. Nice huh? Shall head down to Starhub outlet to checkout the price, on my sleeping day.

P/S, I miss Lurv a little too much. I can't wait to meet you next Tuesday. I love you so much!

ILMYSM.

2009-12-07T22:44:00.010+08:00

You taught me how to love, but not how to stop.

As we grow older together,

As we continue to change with age.

There's one thing that will never change.

I will always keep falling in love with you.

I miss you truckloads.

Manis,

2009-12-02T22:41:00.007+08:00

You're loved.

Late Nights

2009-11-22T16:44:00.002+08:00

Night shift was specially superbly fun just now. Whats not, working with my usual kakis and and and also having Lurv around with me at the workplace. :)))

And I love you, fb.

Dearest Lurv,

2009-11-20T04:02:00.004+08:00

Happy 1 year and 5 months to us. :)))

Cinta.

2009-11-18T22:49:00.001+08:00

Kau yang ku cinta selama-lamanya. :'(((

2009-11-17T18:33:00.003+08:00

I've been dragging myself to work lately. It tires me to be only having a day off a week(excluding MCs, ALs and PHs). Work schedule being unpredictable. Whats more with the screamings, wailings or whatever-you-can-name-it in the ward, just gives migraines each and every day. How I wish I could change job, but then again, my life's controlled.

Ah, work aside. Its only been days since I last met Lurv but it feels like a long time. Maybe due to our communication level right now. Only getting to hear each others' voice for only a few minutes each day. You know how much I miss you, Lurv?

Ps, I hope I can meet Lurv tomorrow, sigh.
Till then.

Misses

2009-11-16T22:36:00.003+08:00

I know what I want, because I have
it in my hands right now. You.

Every morning I still wake up,
and the first thing I wanna do is to see your face.

Love you till the end.

Empty

2009-11-16T15:18:00.000+08:00

I'm mindless right now, prolly cause I'm too plain bored. Sometimes I just wish I'm at work right now, but yet again, sometimes I feel like making myself dead, doing nothing. Apart from that, am missing Lurv badly. We'll catch 2012 together aight? ILY. Guess I'm gonna watch Ps, I Love You now.